Thursday, December 24, 2009
Can we have a good talk?
I didnt ask for a break.
I merely ask for some time to cool down and really think what we should do next.
Don't misunderstood me,plz...
Trust me, I still love you very much....
Singing out loud @ 1:30 AM
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Holidays are going to be over soon!!!
Omg, i think i haven had any rest lar...
Damn sianz...
I am only left with less than 2 weeks to enjoy my holidays.
Anyway, owning and driving a car is so cool!
Can go out and have supper with friends.
It was my first time. haha...
Hopefully I have more chances to hang out like that...
My holidays are mostly spent on my CCAs.
Bizcom are roughly settled on my side.
I clinched a deal with studiowu and had the contract signed.
MIC Winter Production is getting more hiong.
Tmr will be having a full day of meeting+rehearsal.
And I came up with a new concept, gotta discuss it thoroughly.
Hopefully i can leave early to meet my besties tmr.
GlA'mour are so-so.
I skipped the practice last sunday.
So I ended up lagging behind abit as my senior told me just now.
But I guess it should be alright.
I am so broke now and yet I still yearn for more shoppings and outings.
Sigh...
Sometimes I feel tired, sometimes I feel the happiness.
I don't know what I should do.
Singing out loud @ 11:21 PM
Monday, December 21, 2009
What were the initial reasons 4 years back for me?
What were the initial reasons 4 years back for you?
How much do you understand me?
How much do I understand you?
Can you accept the way I am?
Can I accept the way you are?
Singing out loud @ 9:49 AM
Friday, December 18, 2009
When There Was Me and You
~Vanessa Hudgens
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
Do fairytales ever become reality?
Singing out loud @ 12:47 AM
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Is it so difficult to get someone's trust?
I know it ain't easy.
I know your reasons not to trust me.
And I have been very careful not to break your trust to me.
But somehow it is indeed challenging to me.
Why can I trust you easily but you cant?
Is the problem really with me?
Does it mean I have to wholly dedicated my life only to you?
How about my own life?
Have you ever thought about it?
Singing out loud @ 12:34 AM
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Dear has gone Australia for the 3rd day.
First 2 days, I have packed myself with MIC meetings, dance practice and gym.
Wanted to meet JC friends, but most of them are not free.
So I am staying at home today.
Luckily, I found something to do today.
I helped ZiKai to do his graduation night videos.
After that, I have nothing to do again.
hmm... quite bored.
Anyway, my first tango practice yesterday was fun.
But I found myself too rigid. I couldnt really dance well.
Hopefully, I could master them quickly.
Tomorrow will be having another practice.
I shall buck up and learn them by heart.
Holidays, holidays, holidays
It's the time that we look forward to after mugging so hard for exams.
But now I don have anything to do during holidays.
Feel my life is so empty..
Singing out loud @ 6:09 PM
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Amazing...
I didnt sleep for the whole night!
Seriously, I couldnt sleep at all.
The most was just closing my eyes.
After blogging at around 4am, I tried to sleep.
But still, I was not successful.
So before I could sleep, my mum's alarm rang at 5.30am.
And so, I also woke up to help my mum instead.
Even my mum was shocked.
She thought I had some problems.
She asked me what happened that caused me to have sleepless night.
haha...
But I seriously don't know what is bothering me...
Singing out loud @ 11:47 AM